I haven't blogged in ages. Just i kinda don't have the balls to write how i feel anymore. It's pathetic. I'm pathetic. Naw i'm not saying that to get sympathy even, i'm saying it cause it's true. I have a boyfriend yet i spend time on here blogging about other guys? That's why i haven't been on tbh. I don't want to blog about other guys.
I did Race for Life yesterday. 38 mins and just under 30 seconds. Meh. I feel ashamed because i didn't beat my last score. And last time i was running for Ewan. And i can't beat his fucking score for my own nan and my best mate. I felt so so shit when i realised. lol Ewan wasn't even fucking real fae gods sakeeeeeee.
I did my first proper performance at college the other day. Success by Nick Drake. I was Kid, i was pushed around in a trolley all the time. I was a freak who knew everything about everyone. I kinda wish i was like that. I wouldn't mind. Knowing. But then maybe life would be boring. I just dunnoooo.... help me? >_< x
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