I was supposed to be doing my Christmas play this evening. I say Christmas play, but it was just some fucked up story about my mum chopping my little brothers head off and making my dad eat him. Whilst i screamed. Alot. Uh. But. I have ze flu :( i've had it since like fucking Saturday now. I cba'd. I cba'd with much, tbh. I want Ewan back. I know it's all i seem to go on about but i really do. I can't stand this no longer. If i hadn't had been so fucking paranoid i'd still have him. He was my best friend. My fucking everything. Yes, i'm swearing alot. Fuckity-fuckity-fucckkk. I think my mum's disappointed that i haven't gone to college and tried. I don't care. I think my boyfriends scared i'm going to cheat on him again.
.....
I'm a real mess.
I just need my best friend back.
Please? ._.
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