you're never too old for an advent

Caldender, i mean. Not the laptop. Advent laptops are shit. I only know cause Ryans got one.
Anyway, five days tae go! I cannae wait. I might be an adult now but i'm still in the Christmas spirit. Waking up early to presents under the tree. Well, on a chair. There's three of us and we each have our own present chair, if you must. I don't think i'll ever get bored of it. Not even when i'm 90. If i even get to 90. Hm. Idk if i'd ever want to be so old. And wrinkly, and like. Waiting to die? ._. I don't like the concept of plastic surgery either, i'd just want to make the most out of how i looked when i got older. Tbh, i wouldn't care if i just lived to 50, maybe that's just me being vain. I guess if i grow old and i have kids, and gran kids i'd want to stay alive to see them grow up.. Lol how depressing is all this. Ugh. My laptops going down Devon for repairs tomorrow so i'm not going to be online over Christmas :( faaail. Unless Mr delivery man doesn't come because of all the snow. Even though the roads are clear. So that'd be a bit shit of him. :]  lulz.. i might actually see Jordan tomorrow. I haven't seen him in agesss. Literally. Hm. I have a scrap book from WHSmiths that i'm going to fill with memories and so on. So he can keep in and look back at it when times get shit >_< ... which are usually my fault. And that's not me being modest, it's just the truth.
I haven't heard from Ewan, still. But then part of me knows i'm never going to. I haven't emailed him for a while either. Truth being i cba'd. If he'd have felt anything he'd have surely mailed by now? Idk. I just don't know. I always think i have it bad but tbh i actually don't. I have an amazing family who are always here for me. Well, my dad doesn't live with us and he doesn't really care too much either but i have my mum and my brothers, and of course Minstrel which is all i need. Not forgetting my abs brilliant boyfriend. :3 Ach. And then my friends. College friends, school friends... Internet friends. I love 'um all.
I've recently started playing on my Pokemon Yellow again. The graphics are complete shit but i never completed it when i was younger and it is really addictive. I'm just currently backing up all my files onto the family computer. It's taking agessss. But then i have millions of things. Well, songs mostly. Hmm, i think that's it really, fae now.

Merry Christmas, and all n_n  x