Why is it so fucking difficult tae move on from someone who was your everything?
Hm.. pretty much answered my own question there.
Lulz, what a shit day. I ended up emailing Ewan again. I just had tae.. You know?
Ohh. It's weird how you always think life's at it's worst but then times go by and it just gets gradually shitter. :) well fae me anyway. But hey ho. I have to live with it? Or summit... Aye. Hm. And then i get abuse on formspring fae apparantly fancying some guy in my college simply because i posted on his wall thing? Uh. I srsly cba'd. I really didn't want to get up and go to college today. But weirdly enough fresh air lifts my mood..? Maybe it's just because i haven't been taking my Prozac regularly. Again. Nothing new. This is all making fuck all sense too.. But it's a blog. My blog. Don't really have to make sense. It's not like anyone actually bothers reading this. It's just a way of letting all my shitty emotions out at summit. And then in a few months time i can look back and reflect on it all.
I think that's all. Fae now.. the title was really my main point. I thought me and E had a future, he was like, my prince >_<... I guess it just proves that no one gets everything right in life. Even when they're so damn sure of it... :|
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